I went and i had the freaking time of my life. It was so much fun, i felt so relaxed and at peace and yet excited and liberated. I did alot of things for the first time. I thought the whole experience was just all-around amazing. But aparently Ryan does not think so. He does not agree. It makes him feel bad when he thinks about the trip. It makes ( Read more... )

So im in ryan's room, in his bed, on his laptop in long island. :) no smiley face can explain how happy and gateful i am to be here. i am clean and well rested. we went to the ocean today. he showed me where they go crabbing. we went t the flea market too. i am so peaceful and happy here. this is by far the most comforable bed i have ever been in ( Read more... )